It’s diary people.
I look around in books, movies and literature and I don’t really see characters that are like myself. Usually you’ll see stories about the victims not their tormentors. This story is about both. I don’t think I was always this ethically challenged. I just became this way. I will never go back to that sweet, outgoing, driven girl with moral fortitude so, now I have to figure out how to navigate this world fighting the urge to hurt others and love selfishly.